Niu reading, I like all kinds of fanatical lovely little girl, I hope one day to own a lovely daughter raised, tender skin, black hair, big eyes, small body distribution the good smell of the milk flavor, everything is beautiful fantasy, never thought she would not be defective, will not beautiful cute, will not born with a terrible nightmare, born only to leave in a hurry , how can that be? And I would be a good roof top of a good father, she would fill my life full, by no less than more happiness. I will knock her brushes against her? Will push her to death? Will personally end her journey in this world it? God, it will not appear in the dream is the idea, too terrible, even if the end of the world will not come into my life so dark, so hopeless. But now, I do not dare to think my daughter would look like, I will see what a good dad, I replaced niu father, I probably would do Zhou Guoping to do everything, so in love with her, then pet her, then hesitated, then do not cruel choice personally pushed her to death.
from birth, wrote that death, Niuniu presence in the world of the five hundred sixty-two days and nights. Father, full of solemn gentle words, is a small grave, let my eyes stay long on the cover of the epitaph - Niuniu. Niuniu is April 20, 1990 born, forty-five days earlier than I, if niu live up to now, they will be like me, the age of twenty, but left her fate in the one hundred ninety-nine year on November 7 to tender little hands waving in the father's arms, sighed away, gone, gone, but never live in the age of that year and a half. niu alive
like to play the book, one will be caught easily and happily shouted: - at least about her - the book. Thus, there is now
daughter
daughter is water
gentle in his father's heart
the memory of the thorny
into a gentle reflection
daughter is spring
years in his father's bright
the road to no rainbow
bright as a landscape
daughter is certainly not the episode
the fate of her father
make life and death
are quiet enough
daughter, my daughter is on the beach
a string of small footprints
I stop the tide in vain
my immortal inscription is futile
daughter, my daughter is not the story
left a lot of smiles
once in a lifetime birthday Only once wandering
but did not make me less convinced that such a nice little life has indeed will eliminate meteorite until you see the feeling very worried at this time all mixed together into tears flowed, I broke down in tears of pain with his mouth open, like that little has been a breathless niu is my daughter.
pain Niuniu father cry. This life, Niuniu is always crying, my father is always pain.
he began to cry, do not feel bad feel bad niu?
I love my daughter, love is better than all the philosophy.
father's diary.
the world must have two, one false, one true. Just in front of this false world, we will part forever. The real world is eternal,UGG boots clearance, where we are one, perhaps a parting. My diary belonging to that world, so that every sound you have heart has not yet issued, write down every word you have not already read.
all my years of hidden into the dark, staring at me and you breathless encounter.
the status of your unsuspecting completely exposed in front of me, and made me feel bad waves.
so-called (No one can fully understand another person's feelings.)
woman had a daughter, always daughter. The more love my woman, I should like to see her the more. (The more the woman I love, the more I like to see her.)
rational no matter how clearly our insight into the nothingness of death, our race instincts are still so many of our children that life is a continuation of our own lives. (Human as a biological species, their greatest fear is death of the individual, because individuals do that mean that the death of species extinction.)
gifted with a newly hatched baby died, does he have nothing to lose, or lose he should enjoy a long life?
reverted to being an old man sleep, and he lost what he had enjoyed a long life, or have nothing to lose? (I thought for a long time.)
where God created everything, and never completely die out.
I knew that detachment, but added to prevent too see through, from not persistent.
no romantic tragedy is the tragedy of our most essential, non-heroic courage is the most real courage. (Those who are not gorgeous decoration of life itself.)
philosophy thorough explanation of all can not change the fact that any solid disaster.
human similarities between individuals are not suffering human beings is perhaps still happy overall premise. (What human beings are happy overall? Well, I'm pessimist.)
say no more than sympathy to the unfortunate words of the more embarrassing. Now I have been unfortunate, and my temperament similar to those that people avoid me. Carefully avoided in the back, I could feel that a thoughtful and distress. (Considerate and distress,Bailey UGG boots, how words like a scalpel.)
true to the imminent death, the people are very cool, calm and there is no romantic feelings Debu.
When a person falls, he will get a new look.
then I really do not understand the life of a disability can still be like Xu Meili, such as Xu Fengying. (Such as Xu.)
realized the consequences of this choice made him realize that the choices are not fanatics. (Philosopher always so easy to find people's identity.)
choice is made, the selection did not eliminate the difficulties, sooner or later will be converted to reflect on the plight of torment us again.
hope is only the romantic form of self-deception, self-deception as well as its non-romantic form - habits. When a person is not pregnant with no hope to continue a habit of knowing nothing, he will feel like obsessive-compulsive disorder, as is still the way of self-deception in order to escape. (Obsessive-compulsive disorder, paranoia.)
remorse is an emotion from the character weaknesses, and this weakness is more common in men? Disaster in the face of life and significant moment of choice, women more often than men reason. This may be because the man's mind is logical, and emotional heterogeneous, easily collapsing under the impact of emotions; woman's intellect is intuition, and feeling the same, it can remain intact under the turbulent emotions. (Men are always more likely to crash than women.)
then hold on, everything will pass, along with myself. (All will pass, along with me and you.)
we are all doomed to die one day, and probably not die a natural death, but died, before the illness will experience some physical and mental suffering. However, who is in his sleep as early as possible so rather unwittingly killed it? (I'm afraid to die, but I want to witness my own death, the more afraid of what more need to face., Can be reconciled.)
selection dilemma consists of two factors: First, select the inevitable; second options are not acceptable.
fragile, sensitive, fleeting life, hard, cold, always exist in the world.
my little girl, a good roof top of a good woman. (However, eventually dispersed, what strange to go, Rain is that because they have the death niu diaphragm, in the end is not so? I always thought were too difficult for couples suffering is better than nothing exciting, you can always go beyond it, who wants to ... ...)
she did not know the world is there such thing as death. (When did I know it, what is the time to start to fear it.)
I do not believe in God and the Goddess of Mercy, but to you, there should be a paradise Oh.
Who can tell me why the world is still, I was, and you are not in it?
you, I hold you hold enough, so that too little time. You go, my arms empty, suddenly found the time useless, I do not know what to do to get so many world. Perhaps time is only one use, it will help me - not to help me forget, but to help me closer to you day by day. (Familiar? Niuniu so important. You are so important.)
I immersed in your world, do not pursue and have been met, not cast aside and have clean.
then, just as you used to guard the pleasure of living, let me hold you left the tragedy.
nothing is more puzzling than the concept of God, and as long as one person had not been Sanghunlapo to comprehend the terrible meaning of this concept, the deceased will continue in his imagination alive. This is not a bad idea for the living comfort. (Ignorance is a blessing.)
there is so ridiculous, how can people not to have invented what heaven and hell. (Reality is so absurd, life and death is so ridiculous, so I tried to read there.)
suffering may not be a link, but sometimes is a poison and obstacles. Good Friday is called the surface of the common, every one feel the pain of the inner is unique, not only can not share, and difficult to convey. Shared expectations of each other, dashed, expectations will be transformed into resentment. (Resentment is always so easy to grow like weeds.)
in this world, in fact, we are Niuniu. (Rush came, with a few people fall in love, and then leave, not catch anything, could only sigh.)
I hold her down,cheap UGG boots, she continued all the way Huan language.
basket has many building blocks, she does not like the two triangles, each touched immediately thrown away. I taught her: More than once I found something with the name, she probably would have a strong interest in it. (However, there are so many names, waiting Niuniu to know ... ...)
niu so well, immediately leaving. Lovely sound, a flash will be silent no longer hear. Finally, the life of joy, along with severe pain was intolerable, will together with the end of life. Life is really a dream, and even the pain is unreal. When life disappeared, this was a very tough battle the pain of people suffering fork where? So, what does it matter, and live with it, what is necessary? Knock, and knock it! Niuniu knock, and knock the father, mother knock, and we have a fucking knock out! Who did ah, fuck who did it? Niuniu then lay my trust in arms, I can not save her,UGG shoes, what the hell I am my father? Niu Feisibuke so good, this is what the fuck the world? Thunder, rain, sky is falling! Ming meow, bark, small sheep obediently, children open the door to open, Niuniu want to come. On big points, big points niu like to open. Zhao Ya Zhao Ya Zhao Ya find, to find my father, my father is here. Hey, Hey, Dad called niu, niu wrote to my father. So incredible it! Niuniu cry, dad hurt, dad distressed Niuniu. A good father think of a way, come to! To go outside, but not outside, but not outside the outer niu! Niuniu not, is not it! Daddy Hug small niu! Hold down! Niu good, not afraid, my father holding what, who also can not take away. Not take away, dead, not take away, dead, dead, Niuniu dead, father died, a large body round the body of a small, white two-masted ship, flying in the air, flying in the air . Niu with Dad and
suddenly niu hand, firmly grasp the Rain is near to her wrist, gently sighed. Then, her hand relaxed, the body twitched violently, stopped breathing.
I really can not go to the book to find out more Niuniu words, each word is the one to find the thorns pierce my heart, but the idea of temporary spur of the moment, trying to Niuniu lovely babbling order to collect them together, no one thought was so tortured and difficult to continue. Maybe so my daughter was born into this world, the Council and as niu slowly from whining to articulate babble, I hope she is also the first name called out, Perhaps the big surprise I will be carried away tears.
niu leave this world in about nineteen years full time, one and a child born niu almost the same time, read
I do not believe in God, so there will not be heaven, but to niu, should also have a paradise Oh. You or the beautiful and lovely Ningxin Er, in the doing not remember the dream, may dream of me.
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